HELLO ALL,
I've been away for a long time, I can't remember the last time I posted something. I do remember the reason why I haven't, it was the miscarriage. It hit me harder then I thought, manifesting in physical and mental issues. Let's start with the physical, I have a herniated disk in my neck, between L5 and L6 to be exact. This has trapped a nerve that for over a month gave me constant pain, now just a constant pins and needles feeling in my hand. Still recovering, I am happy no surgery was needed.
The mental, well I did go a bit mental. I became a hermit and I renovated my apartment, I needed a fresh new start. And I needed to keep myself busy for the two month wait till the next attempt. I am not sure that this was a good idea, now I am happy I did it. But the stress of the renovation and sleeping amongst the dust and paint fumes surely didnt help the physical state I was in.
Now the renovation is done, the pain in my neck is subsiding and I will have the answer to the question, Am I pregnant? this weekend.
To fill you in on the baby news, it runs down like this. the surrogate used in the first transfer was used again because of her age and because she successfully became pregnant the first time. So we had to wait for her to have one cycle before attempting again. Once she did this she was then made ready for the transfer of the embryo, two embryo's were taken from the freeze and only one survived. I now have only two embryo's left.
Two weeks ago the transfer of the one embryo was made an here we are to date, two weeks later and they will be doing the pregnancy test any day now. So here we are, here I am, hmmmm, I will hopefully be posting very good news in the next couple of days, if the news is not good then I will move forward again, and again and again till I have a child.
Thanks again for all your support and stay tuned. Much love, Davide
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